Recently, a huge way that I believe I receive signs and messages is through tiktok. If I see a handful of tarot reading that are all saying the same message then, to me, that warrants a piece of my attention and could actually be for me.
Latetly, the readings that I’ve been seeing have all been saying; “Your manifestations are coming in quick! You are manifesting the life you want, the partner you want and I’m telling you they are coming to you!” (All of the readings have been about a partner coming into my life that will lead to a long healthy relationship.)
The only problem? I haven’t been actively manifesting anything. So wtf is coming into my life!
Something that I’ve heard a lot of experienced practitioners say on tiktok about manifesting and shadow work, is that shadow work and meditation is designed to bring your manifesting out of your subconscious and into your conscious so that you can get what’s best for you. I always understood what they were saying, but I never really got it.
Until about 5 seconds ago.
This past summer I’ve gone through some stuff that has made me open to and wanting a relationship. However with the pandemic going on, there’s a level of fear of getting the virus which makes me not want to go on dates. Another matter to point out is that while scrolling tinder, if I see someone is not right at where my university is, doesn’t matter how hot they are I won’t swipe right. They have to be close because i don’t have a car and I don’t have the energy to coordinate.
Right now I’m talking to this really hot guy that is exactly my type. When he came on my tinder feed it said he was from my university. So I swiped right on him and we matched. When I moved back onto campus I was excited and scared of meeting up with him. However, I didn’t realize when I’d swiped on him that he was also 60 miles away, which is almost an hour and a half away from campus.
Guess that took care of the fear.
Ever heard someone say that we create our own reality? That the world is a mirror. This is actually an example of this. And I actually was manifesting him, I was simply doing it in my subconscious.
I wanted a relationship with a specific type of guy, so I was manifesting a lover. However that want was being filtered through my subconscious need for survival. So what I got was exactly what I wanted and needed; the perfect guy, but at a distance not easily crossed so that my safety wasn’t in jeopardy.
My ancestors have even been telling me that I need to let go of what I can’t control and trust them. Now I think I understand what they were meaning by that.
I attract to me the relationship that was meant to be. Protected from harm and illness.
Femme Witchcraft 