To get ready for this meditation I gathered a bunch of my crystals that were going to help; clear quartz to help me contact them, lepidolite for help with my intuition, amethyst for clairvoyance, citrine because it helps meditation, red jasper for grounding, onyx arrowhead for protection, and petosky stone for protection against misinformation.
I had already been burning incense sticks for my guides and ancestors so that helped. Not sure if this means anything but the incense stick for my guides was burning much faster than the incense for my ancestors. Maybe they were excited I was finally doing his.
The meditation first had me relax and envision a cloak of protection. After a little bit of that it had me imagine myself at the beginning of a trail, and she liked to picture rolling hills so that’s what I pictured. I walked along the trail and came to a huge cliff on the ocean. She told us to picture our dream home or safe space and I tried to envision a castle but my higher self wasn’t having it and it kept changing to a small cottage off to my right, maybe 100 yards away.
The front of the house was facing me (east). It had a porch wrapped around it and was made of smooth unpolished light wood. To the right (facing the door) was a wooden rocking chair with Manny’s Mexican blanket laying over it. As I wrapped it around me I knew it was there as love. Either love in general, or the love I had for him, or as the love he had for me I’m not sure. I just knew it was there for a sense of love.
The door was this brownish red color and the doorknob was brass. As I walked inside the first thing I noticed was the floors were covered in carpets, just like I want my future home to be. It was rly specific bc as I walked in my gaze was drawn down like a video game. Maybe it was my higher self. There was a small round table to my left and the kitchen was to my right. It had an island counter and there was a row of unique mugs across the wall.
There were two banisters and stairs sectioning it off from the living room (like how grandpas house is). Originally I saw my bed to the left but I told my higher self I didn’t want it there, so we created a back room and moved the bed to the back left corner. There were big picture windows in the center of that room that I opened to invite the fresh air, and along the west facing wall, I created a big alter. Lower to the ground with a prayer pillow sitting on the floor.
Back inside the living room was couches and coffee tables, and a fireplace on the wall that connects to the bedroom, the fire already lit.
At this point the women directed me to go to the door to watch the sunset. I went outside and sat in the rocking chair, pulling Manny’s blanket around me. After the sun went down and it started to get dark I lit a lantern that hung by the door.
A bright light came down from the sky back where I started my walk and it made its way over the hills until it stopped a few feet in front of my house. The light got brighter as it took the form of a snowy owl. I invited it inside and gave it two offerings; a small bowl of “owl food” that was like dog food but then thought it would like a mouse better. It took the mouse and I cleared the dog food. Then as it looked around a little I set out a bowl of water and it drank. We sat together for a little while, I was kinda waiting for the women to tell me what to do next.
She said let any messages become clear in any manner. I asked what it was hear to help me with and of course my ego was trying to fill in the blanks, when suddenly my consciousness was transformed into an owl. I was some kind of brown owl, just a little bit smaller than my guide. We flew out the door and into the night sky.
While I didn’t get a feeling of elation like I was expecting, it was still pretty cool. We flew down the side of the cliff to the ocean and I tried to picture as many things as I could; the sound of seagulls, of the ocean crashing against the cliff, of the wind around my wings.
We went and sat on the porch for a little bit and then we took flight again, this time to catch a mouse. I had to cough right as it was doing its dive so I missed that, but then I circled around and found my own. I met it in front of the front door and we ate it together. At first I was picking it apart and trying to envision what it would taste like but then I remembered owls just swallow their food whole, so then I did that.
At that point the meditation wasn’t over but I knew this guide had nothing else to say, and so it became a glowing orb once more and returned to the sky.
At that was the end. I thanked my crystals for their help and protection and collected the incense ash.
