About Me

Hi, my name is Kristen Larsen, and I am currently a Freshman studying Communication Studies at Kent State University in Ohio and I’m originally from the Detroit area in Michigan.

I have only been a practicing witch for maybe a month now. I’ve been interested in witchcraft for a couple of years now and I’ve gone through bursts of research thinking I was finally going to commit to it! But it never stuck because I would always make up excuses about why I couldn’t do it at home.

What finally got me to commit to the hard work of developing this craft was the death of someone I loved. His name was Manny, and we loved each other. I was really excited for the new school year to start so we could explore the possibility of dating.

I didn’t know it, but he was having a really rough time. He struggled with severe depression and after some very traumatic events, he couldn’t take it anymore. He passed away June 24th, 2020.

For the first few days after I learned of his passing I felt his presence with me a lot. Mostly when I was leaving my sisters house (where I live for the time being) to go to my moms house. I would see him in my head in the seat next to me, or on the patio he would be sitting across from me.

It was really hard for me but suddenly knowing someone personally that was on the other side made me want to be able to contact him. I’m not going to get into the details of how he died, but it wasn’t peaceful. I believed that his soul was still in a very dark place and I wanted to help him.

I learned from my spirit guides that he was ok and with people that loved him, so I let go of that belief, but the fuse was already lit. I’ve been meditating everyday for varied times, I practice visualization, protection, and divination for the most part. I’m also trying to awaken my hands to be sensitive to energy, and I’m just starting to practice automatic writing.

Why do I practice witchcraft? For a long time the only answer I had was simply because I was drawn to it. I didn’t have a specific purpose that I could communicate, and then later I developed a fuzzy goal of wanting to “step into my power as a women.” But again I didn’t really know what that meant for me. I still have a long ways to go for figuring out what exactly draws me to witchcraft but everyday I get a little closer.

When I realized I wanted to work with demons, I figured out that I’m drawn to their unapologetic and chaotic energy, and that I want to cultivate that energy in myself.

When I realized I was interested in sex magic I realized that being connected to your body in a way that is orgasmic is an act of defiance to society and the unspoken rule that women are “above” masturbating. Fuck them.

I want to step into my power by being a chaotic force of femininity. There are other aspects that I have yet to discover, but that’s what this blog is for!

Thanks for reading.

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