So last night I had this really weird dream. I couldn’t remember the beginning of the dream but I do know there was a beginning. I remember being in a building with a huge vaulted ceiling, and I was slowly walking toward a monster. I was being offered as its wife. I couldn’t see it at first because it was standing behind a column, but as I walked around it, it came into view.
It looked like it came out of Dark Souls. Its body was entirely black. Its arms touched the floor even though it wasn’t hunched over. I (understandably) started screaming bloody murder. It had this horribly creepy smile and it started laughing.
Thats when I woke up. Thinking back on the dream, it wasn’t really scary but after I was awake in bed trying to go back to sleep, even thinking about it would make me scared.
Have you ever had an adrenaline rush? where your entire body feels alive and jittery? What happened next was slightly like that, minus the adrenaline. This wave of intense energy washed over my body. I remember that there were more specific things I was feeling from this energy rush but I can’t remember.
It made me feel jittery because the energy was just that powerful, and through my past meditations I knew the energy wasn’t my own. It was coming from some outside source.
So there is an entity in my room, just chilling. I guessed it was a demon because I’d been telling my family that I was planning on working with demons when my craft was at that point.
Now I know you’re probably thinking this went The Conjuring style, or I was at least shitting my pant. Nope. It was powerful, but I wasn’t scared of it. Not even in the slightest, which surprised even me.
Here’s how I see demons. They are not inherently evil. Yes you have to be careful not to let any demon walk all over you and do whatever they want cause that can be very harmful to you, but they are not evil. They are powerful forces of chaos.
I had been putting out into the world that I desperately wanted to work with demons but I thought I was just setting a goal, I didn’t realize I was lighting up like a beacon, calling to demons to come check me out for a possible partnership, but I was.
In the morning I confirmed that a demon had been here with my pendulum and I asked my spirit guides what they thought of it via tarot. I got the Queen of… I wanna say wands? which I interpreted it as saying the demon was feminine. The Hierophant reversed, which was saying I wasn’t ready for a teacher (and I totally agree), and the Sun, which I saw as saying they weren’t trying to hurt me.
I am honestly so happy that happened.
Femme Witchcraft 